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Alone

| Sunday, February 10, 2013 |

[Verse 1: I.S.A]
Uh, ain't what it used to be
When I was used to you and you were used to me
Usually you was steady using me
And now you gotta deal with the fact you losing me
We used to be something that they usually see
Becomes a bitch move when you choose to flee
The shit hurts, can't you see the bruises b
But shit is nothing, cause none of y'all moving me
See months passed, now the dude improving b
So today you nothing but old news to me
See it started with a kiss and ended with a diss
And now I'm convinced she's just another bitch
Like weed and dutch, just another twist
Forces my mind, hear the resist because

"Baby, more it seems.."

From what you did to me

"I'm all all alone"

[Hook: Charles Hamilton]
What does it mean, what does it mean to be alone?
I don't know
How does it feel, how does it feel to be alone?
I don't know
I know how you feel, I know how to feel, I know what to feel
And...

"Baby, more it seems...

I don't wanna say that

"I'm all alone"


[Verse 2]
Now after that shit, I'm like "That's it"
Never again I'm falling for a black chick
I give a fuck if she thin or that thick
Only time I'm gonna black is doing this rap shit
But then again, saw the eyes of cinnamon
The cinnamon was coming from a Dominican
It's like a scent again, it forces me to win again
Cause the girls in my past forces me to remember them
And that's why I agree with Eminem
You go through hell just so you could be friends with them
And I'm concentrated on what I'm gonna give her
She want an ocean of love, I'm cool with river
And that's when shit begins to fall like September
Then you heart's cold like December, remember?

[Hook: Charles Hamilton]
What does it mean, what does it mean to be alone?
I don't know
How does it feel, how does it feel to be alone?
I don't know
I know how you feel, I know how to feel, I know what to feel
And...

"Baby, more it seems...

I don't wanna say that

"I'm all alone"

[Verse 3]
Now this verse goes to a special friend
I knew from the beginning that we could blend
But, before I start another trend, I gotta ask her
Scared cause I think that this friendship could end
So I just pretend that I'm just a friend
In the dorm room struggling with emotions within
Have me drunk off the love potion again
Asking god why I gotta hold this again
But he gave me a 40, cause that nigga know me
Now I'm on the fire escape smoking a stogie
Look at my left, never forgot what he told me
I.S.A, stop running from the old me
But baby if only I know you
I gotta tell you mami if I go through

"Baby, more it seems

It's OK, just as long as you'll never say

"I'm all alone"

[Hook: Charles Hamilton]
What does it mean, what does it mean to be alone?
I don't know
How does it feel, how does it feel to be alone?
I don't know
I know how you feel, I know how to feel, I know what to feel
And...

"Baby, more it seems...

I don't wanna say that

"I'm all alone"
READ MORE - Alone


Nah Dead Ass

| Monday, August 8, 2011 |

Listen to track

(CH Talking/Intro)
It's Charles Hamilton..
Yea..
Sha-Leik, I know when to come in.. But..
I'ma go in early, iight?

(verse 1)
Cold winter nights huddled in my old navy bubble coat
You don't know about my struggle, yo
Old pizza, food in a throat, freezer
Some old skeezer
I was made to feel like a cold diva
But at the time she was what my soul needed
Convinced myself that I wasn't gon' leave her
Heartbroken, but beatin'
My soul was never beaten
Never walked around feeling defeated
Stood tall even when I was seated
Reason bein'.. I had a reason for believin'
Chosen, a warm heart that was frozen
Those that, know me I was going
To the top.. 'Cause when I go in
Whether it was from the top or not, everything I drop was hot
I did it for me, now I do it for those who believe
If you believe in me, then I do it for we
We.. I don't doubt, not a wee-bit
I'm free, this love is yours.. Keep it
I love y'all

(Hook)
I will give you my all
As long as my all is more than enough for you
I guess I want it all
If not, you still make my day saying I fucks with you
On some G shit..
(This is real as it gets.. This is real as it gets, Naw dead ass)
On Some G shit..
(This is real as it gets.. This is real as it gets)

(verse 2)
I got fans now, I believe I'm the man now
I can stand proud
I got a blog with a comment box, they want real shit
So if I get fake that's when the comments stop
Shouts to Joe Linkin, Chi-City
They don't know me..
But they say they vibe with me..
The little haters, beef instigators
Probably tight 'cause I got signed by a major
So they spend they whole day on my blog
Just to talk
And try to make me feel small
Commented on..
Simone's pics
Her pink lips got 'em tight 'cause they the one she won't kiss
And if the bitch cheats, she gon' miss me
But I love her, my emotions spill on this beat
Sha-Leik you my nigga till the end
It's spirutual, listen, you my sibling not my friend

(Hook)
I will give you my all
As long as my all is more than enough for you
I guess I want it all
If not, you still make my day saying I fucks with you
On some G shit..
(This is real as it gets.. This is real as it gets, Naw dead ass)
On Some G shit..
(This is real as it gets.. This is real as it gets)

(CH Talking)
I just wanna take this time to..
Thank everybody
For everything..
Everybody for everything..
I don't think people understand how good it feels
To be in the position I'm in now
Ya know what I mean, I get called arrogant
'Cause I believe in myself..
And I believe in my vision..
There's a lot of pain that comes with feeling this good
Sometimes that same pain makes it hard to believe that you can feel this good
It's whatever though.. I'm still here, right?
(Hook comes in, CH still talking)
I'd of been through more shit than anybody could imagine..
More shit than I done told niggas..
I just wanna thank everybody.. EVERYBODY.. For everything..
For the love, for the hate, the animosity, the dual intentions.. Whatever..
You get it, thank you..
I ain't gon' change..
I might evolve, I might develop..
Might grow.. But I ain't gon' change..
It's Charles Hamilton to the death, baby.
The one and only.. The anomaly..
READ MORE - Nah Dead Ass


Brazilian Crying Season

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Listen to track

(verse 1)
Weather man said it's gon' rain
He must've heard that I had this beat playin'
I'm sayin', I'm so in tuned with my flow it's assumed that you know it's cool
No sense but you have to know what is due when I precipitate
Or run with a better word, articulate
What I'm going through
The cold wind blew God's air conditioner
Not con-air, but I dare mention her
In the same vein as mistake
My brain maintains a pack
I came to rap the most insane of facts
Mr. Real name is back
Side affects of my rhymes I guess are the same as crack
Check my vowels, bring the x to ya files
You're livin' in my past shadow
Wow.. Accept that it's now..

(Hook)
We're livin' in
A world where we all afraid
To live again
We all wanna see the sun for
A little bit
But we waitin' on the pain
Ignorin' the mornin', just..
(Waiting on the rain)
What's wrong with us?
Why can't mother nature get along with us?
What's wrong with us?
Why can't mother nature get along with us?
(Waiting on the rain)

(verse 2)
Tears from heaven, three cheers for Eric
The weight of the thunder clap is a ton
I don't wanna rap, I wanna chat but it's fun
To be like my tobacco and black from my lungs
Downpour, count 4, walk out the back
Then you run, pistol loaded, now you cats gotta run
As for the sun it shines like the black from a gun
In a flash then it's done
But it will be back when it wants
And me? I'm like the weather channel
Tune in like you askin' for sun
Let me either fuck ya day up or tell you it's a beach day
Yes, please lay up
And you pessimists waitin' for the exodus
Or waitin' for the exit, it's never comin', better quit
Can't nobody tell it like me, a better spike lee,
Bring ya umbrella like dream

(Hook)
We're livin' in
A world where we all afraid
To live again
We all wanna see the sun for
A little bit
But we waitin' on the pain
Ignorin' the mornin', just..
(Waiting on the rain)
What's wrong with us?
Why can't mother nature get along with us?
What's wrong with us?
Why can't mother nature get along with us?
(Waiting on the rain)

(verse 3)
Stargazin' you can only do it once a day
After April showers, what comes in may?
Let it come in for me, more than one different way
To get to the center of this gazy shit
Even I'm amazed when I spit
I pray to a chick and she blesses me
My telepathy with the lady who where ever I go she's right next to me
Does get the best of me
But misspell May and this shit smells great
Fresh air, a fresh pair of fresh airs
And you couldn't walk in my path
If I don't know you I won't talk to ya ass
No hose out so stay off of the grass
Let the rain drop, every last rain drop
Let the rain drop, every last rain drop
Let the rain drop.. Haha

(Hook)
We're livin' in
(And I ain't gotta name drop)
A world where we all afraid
To live again
(It's Charles Hamilton, haha)
We all wanna see the sun for
A little bit
(Feel me?)
But we waitin' on the pain
Ignorin' the mornin', just..
(Waiting on the rain)
What's wrong with us?
Why can't mother nature get along with us?
What's wrong with us?
Why can't mother nature get along with us?
(Waiting on the rain)

(Outro)
We're livin' in..
To live again..
A little bit..
..
Waiting on the raaaaiiiiiiiiinnnnnnn
..
Waiting on the raaaaiiiiiiiiinnnnnnn

Sha-Leik blacked for this beat.
READ MORE - Brazilian Crying Season


The Butterfly Effect

| Sunday, August 7, 2011 |

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(Intro)
Falculty music..
Charles Hamilton..
Yeah..

(verse 1)
However this starts is the way that it should start
Everything I say is from the heart
Laid in an apartment next to
some woman who swears she doesn't need a check to respect dudes
Guess who, is she real or a metaphor?
It doesn't matter, 'cause to be real I'm forever bored
Alone is the word that best describes
Nothing in common, I heard you testify
Sayin' you know how I feel.. No one does
Maybe I feel this way 'cause I ain't grow enough
Showin' love to hoes and thugs who don't know me much
Status in a rich mans apparatus
Leaves them to being my friend for their satisfaction
And me writing songs in a unhappy fashion
Tucked away to die another day my bond with myself keeps me promising help,
But..

(Hook)
No one cares how you feel when you live in a cacoon
Nothing ever seems real when you live in a cacoon..
Cacoon.. Cacoon..

(verse 2)
Yo Charles, I know you got connects
Gimme an A&R's number, say yeah Charles make me a star
I wonder..
If I didn't chill with big wigs and get a deal
Would any of these niggas feel chills when I spit the real?
A frequent question of the successful but
I don't give a fuck about success so much
You wifin' the bitch but we sex so much her bed was just my nest for nuts
But me being me I couldn't accept that it was lust
Yes it was, I mess because she didn't accept my love
Like everyone else I encountered my whole life
"Charles raps? You wild'n" now it's "Wow, he so nice
his style is so like-" Ah, fuck up
I grew up a fucking fuck up
I drown in waves I'm too curly for a touch up,
So what up?
That's why my wrist is all cut up...

(Hook)
No one cares how you feel when you live in a cacoon
Nothing ever seems real when you live in a cacoon..
Cacoon.. Cacoon..

(verse 3)
Yo, I don't wanna feel alone anymore
No more 3AM searchin' through my phone anymore
My mom keeps callin' I love her, but listen
Mom, you trippin', just for gettin' my attention
Remember rippin' all the rhymes I had written?
Instrumental CD breakin 'Cause I was dippin'
In and out class to write what's on my mind
At the time
Which helped to me not cause a columbine
Bottom line I feel betrayed by life
So scarred I feel like I gave Blade a knife
I'm the fuckin' vampire that gave Blade a bite
Super natural can walk through the day at night
I just wanna be loved by someone
But we all want some.. One.
Charles Hamilton.

(Hook)
No one cares how you feel when you live in a cacoon
Nothing ever seems real when you live in a cacoon..
Cacoon.. Cacoon..
READ MORE - The Butterfly Effect


Party Of Five

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(verse 1)
How did we end up here?
Put the beginnin' in hell to put the end up here
In heaven with us no one can get us here
I kept my end up, keep ya end up dear
We kiss and make up, end up smeared
No mascara on your skin just tears
But the more you cry your soul is purified
I know the visions in ya head get you mortified
Thoughts of bitches in our bed get you horrified
'Cause they quick to give me head to be immortalized
But I can't see torcher in ya gorgeous eyes
Can't explain to God why my live poured her eyes out just 'cause of me
All just to be another fool singin' it wasn't me, ya just for me
And nothing could change it
The challenge is balanced, such a lovely arrangement
Where the day went

(Hook)
I wonder
I wonder
Who, what, when, where, why and how this can be
I wonder
I wonder
Who, what, when, where, why and how this can be

(verse 2)
It seems so grim, light seems so dim
But don't they always when we go in?
Feel like commitin' the meatloafs in
Do anything for love what he won't then
Bring those sins to kinkos and add a new color
Love is pure it all started from two lovers
Who doesn't wanna be me, recieve, what we all fell victim from loves true colors
I'm high off you, my thoughts are intense
Only when I come down do you start to make sense
The ultimate friendship is harder to get
When the same spark that you lit can cause me a glitch
Why worry? Worry makes my eyes blurry
I wanna see straight 30 passed 5:30
That's why I need you to keep my mind sturdy
Had to say it out loud to make sure that I heard me

(Hook)
I wonder
I wonder
Who, what, when, where, why and how this can be
I wonder
I wonder
Who, what, when, where, why and how this can be

(bridge)
I am the ghost that haunts you in your dreams
I am your friend..
I am the nightmares that make you scream
I am pretend..
I am the moment that you will never see
I am the end.
I am the alphabet, so just be
And begin.. what never ends.

(whispers/repeats of the bridge)

(Hook)
I wonder
I wonder
Who, what, when, where, why and how this can be
I wonder
I wonder
Who, what, when, where, why and how this can be
(x 2)
READ MORE - Party Of Five


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