Lyracs Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I wondered about you last night
Died the last time I did it
I did you wrong, I admit it
Sold out for a pink fitted, get it?
Sex is a weapon, haven't seen you in a minute
How you living?
You're always on my mind even if I am tripping
Broken hearts mend, my shit didn't
You became a victim, I became a hitlist
I wish you would visit, peppermint kisses
Psychic distance and the shit I envision
You are truly gifted, I hope you listen
You're like my only mission
Otherwise, life is different

[Hook]
Have you wondered where I've been
Do you wonder where I go
Is it fun where you might live
It's not fun when you alone

Wish I were a starlight
To land in a hard volcano
Wish I were a starlight
To land in a hard volcano

[Verse 2]
Do you still think I'm attractive
I hope you know our chemistry was magic
My life without you has been sadness
I rollercoaster ride, unfastened
I seem ending worlds, the sky fades and people laughing
And no concern as the sky blackens
My words are clear but life is dragging
I might be older than I imagine
That's word to any spell casted
That's word to any song drafted
I miss my starlight
What we had could've lasted
Now I'm back to the last sip of last kiss
The glass tips, you call me again
Who are we to begin with
You don't even get it
My fate, have we ended
Destiny is quite tragic

[Hook]
Have you wondered where I've been
Do you wonder where I go
Is it fun where you might live
It's not fun when you alone

Wish I were a starlight
To land in a hard volcano
Wish I were a starlight
To land in a hard volcano

[Outro]
I probably won't believe anything
Until I hear and feel
So you have to answer my call
And I know I just mailed you my number every 10 minutes
But, you're all I have to believe in
Or I'm just figuring out how psychic I am
And it's really not really to
Honestly, make sure everything goes right....
(You can figure out the rest, these song effects kill me...-K.M.)

[Hook]
Have you wondered where I've been
Do you wonder where I go
Is it fun where you might live
It's not fun when you alone

Wish I were a starlight
To land in a hard volcano
Wish I were a starlight
To land in a hard volcano

(Verse 1)
NO, I HAVEN'T SHOWERED!
Come as you are!
I've been praying, laying under the stars.
No wonder I'm far..
My hunger got my stomach so hard
When I shit it's like thunder and gwar,
I'm a ra-tard....
I black like Zack, my pun is bizarre.
I really just want a guitar,
Acoustic..
My wishes only come true in my music.
So to my love, I'm sorry I'm so abusive.
Hitchhiking,
Shooting up in a Buick!
Staying down, shake it down,
Saying "DO IT!"
Memories of my momma saying I'm useless.
Mental torture and still forced to use lips.
Then I torture and kill more than my two lips.
Get it more when I'm in a morgue for some cool sh1t!
Venom jaws,
"Isn't Charles on some new shit???"
Screw this! - Eric Cartman
I'm moving!!

(Hook)
I CAN WONDER WHY BUT I KNOW YOU HATE ME, IT'S FINEEEEE,
IT'S COOOOOOL!
I DON'T WANNA DIE BUT THE LOVE CREATED ME, IT'S FINEEEEE,
IT'S COOOOOOL!
I'm JUST A DIRTY WHITE BOY!
I'm JUST A DIRTY WHITE BOY!!
I'm JUST A DIRTY WHITE BOY!!!
WAITING FOR THE PEARLY GATES TO TAKE ME RIGHT BACK!!!

(Verse 2)
Same sweatsocks for a year and some change.
My songs are my thoughts so you're hearing deranged!
The fear of the strange has me hearing my brain.
Faith in suicide but fearing the pain.
Pissed that Gay and Queer is the same!
I hate Frank Ocean,
Here is the drain!
......
And the homo ass thoughts that peer in my brain
Has me standing right THE MUTHAFUCK here looking strange!!
Dearly Estranged,
I clearly refrain from hearing ya name,
I want my soul smeared wit' a chain!
I pick up my acoustic and I smile at the thoughts I shared,
Psychically, because they're too raw to share!
The piano is too heavy to travel with.
And the pain I channel...
Is too heavy to battle with!
No Coke, I am the heaviest accident.
You met me when Heaven accepted me as their bastard kid!

(Hook)
I CAN WONDER WHY BUT I KNOW YOU HATE ME, IT'S FINEEEEE,
IT'S COOOOOOL!
I DON'T WANNA DIE BUT THE LOVE CREATED ME, IT'S FINEEEEE,
IT'S COOOOOOL!
I'm JUST A DIRTY WHITE BOY!
I'm JUST A DIRTY WHITE BOY!!
I'm JUST A DIRTY WHITE BOY!!!
WAITING FOR THE PEARLY GATES TO TAKE ME RIGHT BACK!!!

(Bridge)
ALL THIS PAIN I GIVE TO YOU, OH LORDDDDD!
MY SCARS, MY BRAIN, I GIVE TO YOU, OH LORDDDDD!
I KNOW MY ROLE, I'm JOB!
I MAY NOT TOUCH YOUR ROBE!
IF I DIE BEFORE I WAKE, PLEASE JUST DO IT SLOW,
SO I CAN KNOW.....

(Hook)
I CAN WONDER WHY BUT I KNOW YOU HATE ME, IT'S FINEEEEE,
IT'S COOOOOOL!
I DON'T WANNA DIE BUT THE LOVE CREATED ME, IT'S FINEEEEE,
IT'S COOOOOOL!
I'm JUST A DIRTY WHITE BOY!
I'm JUST A DIRTY WHITE BOY!!
I'm JUST A DIRTY WHITE BOY!!!
WAITING FOR THE PEARLY GATES TO TAKE ME RIGHT BACK!!!

[Intro: Charles Hamilton]
Greetings, sit down. How you feeling this evening?
Good, as long as you didn't say, "grieving."
If that made you laugh, don't think about leaving.
There'll be no more talks about skeeting.
Very few drug references, no heating, no peeing, no repeating.
Gotta keep it hot. Won't be no deleting.
I'm trying to keep my eyes dry while I'm reading.
The last female who I was seeing
Pretty much wasn't for the keeping.
But she had all my music straight from the key ring.
My heart, body, and soul; what a beating.
I'm rebuilding, she's chilling.
But she's in possession of deep feelings.
Love isn't enough. Death is too much.
But with it comes love and trust.

[Hook: Charles Hamilton]
I would wake up all because of her.
Lay down to the thought of her.
Only leave the house for her.
Now my fire is doused because of her.
Never had a nightmare until her.
Now my only nightmare is her.
But I will be fine without her.
I just wish my bottom line was not her.

[Verse One: Charles Hamilton]
I'm hurting.
I admit I was why our thing wasn't working.
She would go online and see traces of me flirting.
Naked pictures and comments of other girls smirking.
I'm sure she thought the love chain, I was jerking.
But it was for her, every beat I was murking.
Even when I felt the love reaper out lurking.
All love is forever is the thing I was certain
About no matter what thought was occurring.
Every time I saw her my soul would start stirring.
I could feel during, I had her kitty purring.
Nowadays I'm careful about my wording.
Still the same fury, but with less worry.
No more of a hurry, just not as dirty.
Look, I'm almost thirty
So even if I didn't give my beats and sentences
As a "Please don't leave me in the wind."
She needed to be a friend.

[Hook]

[Bridge]
I feel soulless without you.
You were my Her.
Mind, (?), soul, and now you.
There are no words.
Tell me how can I feel better without you.
What happened to her?
So I wrote this letter about you.
I hope you heard.
Shit.

[Hook]

And I can't let it go.

[Verse One: Charles Hamilton]

All my idols are a puddle.

My rivals are in rubble.

Why am I in trouble?

Dying for rebuttals.

Crying like I love you.

Night is when I snuff you.

Signs of what can crush the minus sign above the struggle.

Silent when I cuddle.

Private with my stubble.

Higher than the mud you Nolan Ryan'd in the scuffle.

Timing when I hug you, so I'm lying when I fuck you.

Trying to be other than the guy who wants to fuck you.

Heart behind the jersey.

Scarred behind the Mercy.

Card me, I ain't worthy.

Hard to find who hurt me.

Are you trying to murk me?

Hard replies and Hershey.

Started trying to die but then I saw the line was dirty.

Jaw defines the curb when we walk to find the dog who birthed me.

Y'all can find me hurting in the dark till I am thirty.

Growing as a man in a planet of them.

Them are women, so to them I'm just him.

[Hook]

I can't stand Him.

It's Him again.

But I am Him.

The then again.

I know you don't want to answer your phone.

But I'm coming up under this blanket.

[Verse Two: Charles Hamilton]

Rated with an X, praying for some sex.

Praying to execs, laying for a check.

Maybe I am blessed.

Make me sign my death

Wish and certificate when I say why I am stressed

Labels put a head so my day to day

Of finding records saying what I display

When I wake up in a sweat.

Crazy as it gets, babies sending texts.

I say to them, "I guess."

They make it even less hatred in my flesh.

Raped and given neck.

Make it such a mess.

Greater than the rest.

A Laker with a tech.

Rafer with the best.

Favors for the West.

Naked with the refs.

Nader with the message.

Fader with the Rep.

Ladies getting wet.

Awake because of death.

Growing as a man in a planet of them.

Them are women, so to them I'm just Him.

[Hook]

[Bridge x2]

One minute I'm fine and at one-minute-and-one I feel nothing.

Why must this continue.

Why come back and let you know

How it feels to be Mr. I Told You So.

[Hook]

Shoutout to Rap Genius, finally someone else is writing these lyrics-K.M